Friday, January 27, 2006

A New Beginning

I am crazy about the new photobooth application on the new Mac computers. I don't actually own one, but visit the downtown Mac store from time to time and have fun. Then I just send the pictures to myself. Yay.

I think it is time for me to start being more ME in my blog. I mean, after this whole James Frey thing, being honest is truly a virtue we could all elevate these days. I am not saying that anything in this blog is a lie, on the contrary it is all TRUE! But where MY “lie” comes into play is where I remain anonymous and just show a part of my life. I struggle with the idea of the public blog because for many years I have kept private journals. Writing the journals is theraputic but there is the “star” in me who wants to be open and noticed and “published”. This day and age allows us to do such a thing. So bit by bit, I am going to start to unravel the ropes that have bound me. The ropes that have bound me for no other reason than my low self esteem keeping me from truly BEING who I am and being proud of and happy with who I am.