Monday, August 15, 2005

Desk work

So I am in the middle of re-organizing my desk for the fifteen hundredth time.
I stopped in the middle to write a little bit about it.
I made my desk perfect perfect the other day. I was proud of it. It eas clutter free and looked great. But yesterday I looked over at it and it had somehow just completely exploded.
So I am having to do it one more time.
Will it work this time?
Will I still have to re-organize it again?
I know that I have the means to organize it in a logical way.
Sometimes when I am BEING logical though, I ignore it. I turn that part of my brain off because maybe I want to fail at this so that I will have to do it later and once again have a reason to avoid the things I really want to get out of life.

Sigh.